So there are these Stages of grieving the end of a relationship. It’s funny that we all think what’s happening to us is unique but billions of people are living with the very same problems as we do.
I think I skipped “Denial" or it was very short. Maybe it was while I was too busy with crying all day and all night.
For me the second one was “Bargaining" and it was very painful. I would have done everything to start it over. But “Sometimes you have to give up on people - not because you don’t care, but because they don’t care.” :(
Next there’s “Anger" and it definitely helped coz I had every right for it! My eyes are open and the old me burned into ashes inside of me while I couldn’t deal with several different feelings. I’m still a bit angry but also still in love so FUCK IT! Fuck everything….
And now there’s one thing left before “Acceptance" and it’s my old friend "Depression”. It’s not serious really … but it attacks me when I’m weak and lonely… Hope I can hold it back, Now I feel a great “hunger" but on the other hand I’m just not in the mood to "eat”. Probably most of You know this feeling. And time goes on…. time goes on ….