"Growth is painful. Change is painful.But nothing is as painful as staying stuck somewhere you don’t belong."
— Mandy Hale 

Boys here and Dicks here.
"Yesterday, upon the stair,
I met a man who wasn’t there.
He wasn’t there again today,
I wish, I wish he’d go away…"
— "Antigonish" - Hughes Mearns. (via scifi-fantasy-horror)

*rub my belly please*

Noose - Final

Simon Stalenhag
"Sometimes, love simply dies."
— Film: How To Make An American Quilt (via hqlines)

What am I looking atIt’s pretty
Hello Darkness my old friend…

So there are these Stages of grieving the end of a relationship. It’s funny that we all think what’s happening to us is unique but billions of people are living with the very same problems as we do.
I think I skipped “Denial" or it was very short. Maybe it was while I was too busy with crying all day and all night.
For me the second one was “Bargaining" and it was very painful. I would have done everything to start it over. But Sometimes you have to give up on people - not because you don’t care, but because they don’t care.” :(
Next there’s “Anger" and it definitely helped coz I had every right for it! My eyes are open and the old me burned into ashes inside of me while I couldn’t deal with several different feelings. I’m still a bit angry but also still in love so FUCK IT! Fuck everything….

And now there’s one thing left before “Acceptance" and it’s my old friend "Depression”. It’s not serious really … but it attacks me when I’m weak and lonely… Hope I can hold it back, Now I feel a great “hunger" but on the other hand I’m just not in the mood to "eat”. Probably most of You know this feeling. And time goes on…. time goes on ….